Knocked Out of Gear.

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March 20, 2017 by sandwichcontrol

And spinning the tires.

Since there was no post yesterday, I’d like to take this moment to wish all of you a Happy Anniversary!

Yesterday marked 8 years of Sandwich Control. Thank you all your continuing support of my silliness.

That being said…

Today’s theme is: Henry.

I’ve been feeling out of sorts lately.

No real motivation.

Angry all the time.

Perhaps it’s my meds. I’ve adjusted my dosage on one of my meds because I was just fatigued all the time. Whether I worked out or not. So, now I’m just tired all the time instead.

Oh, and there’s a difference between fatigued and tired. Tired is the feeling in your head when it feels like a magnet buried deep behind your eyes is pulling you to the magnet in your bed. Fatigued is when your whole body is just weak from overexertion and you find yourself shaking from the strain of doing menial tasks like putting away groceries.

Depression is a wondrous thing.

I always used to think that depression just meant you were sad all the time. And therefore I did not have it. I know better now. It just means you could be sad all the time. It could also mean, in my case for example, that you are so frustratingly angry all the time that it drains all energy from your body thus driving away any motivation to do anything. Couple that with severe anxiety about social interaction and you’ll find yourself in a pickle.

I’m using all of this as my excuse to get caught up on reading comics…

March 19

And not finishing painting my house.

But I’m putting a list together of stuff that needs to be worked on and the order in which it needs to be done. Enough lying around feeling sorry for people in Wreath and Landfall. Time to get back to work.

See ya’ tomorrow.

More soon. ~SC


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